Fall to You Without Thinking

If I were to be asked
What was the easiest things ever happened to you?
The answer is obvious
Fall in love to you was the easiest

And somehow, I'd like it to be happen, again and again.

My Heart Stopped when I Saw You

But then I remembered
My heart was already dead
Why would it came back to life?

It didn't
It just... eternally died.

A First Day Without You

Do you remember the last rain that pouring down, marked that spring has come to end? The riots thunder roaring through the dark night and there seems to be nonstopping. But the night goes through and the rain drizzling. And through the dark night, through the tumbling lightning, I know that outside, once the rain slow down, stars sparkling up and moon shines it's way. In that chaos moment, I saw you as the candle that light up my night. As I carefully try to cover the light from the whispering wind.

Do you remember, a year come to end and another drizzling rain start to pour down? That time, I also thought that, "Ahh, that's it. This spring has again come to end". And I remember as i sit down on the long bench with heart full of hopes. Waiting for my summer sun to shine. But then again, through the calming rain of the end of spring, I saw my candle lighting up my dim night. For a moment, I was sure that this will go through.

Do you remember, when the year again come to an end, marking an upcoming hellish summer. Through that night, I remember seeing you standing on the stage. As I hold my tears up, as I put my hearts toward other. As I wish that the candle's fire will burn my memories of you. But you come with another candle, knowing that mine is slowly gone. I thought that you'll give it to someone else, and I never feel so blessed, as you offer it to me.

Another spring now has come, and the summer is yet to begin. The passing years make me realize, how every time different things happened, and I can't predicted of what yet will come. So, this year again, I'm still holding up my candle, slowly blowing off. Whenever I see it, i think, that whenever the time will come of it to die, I'll just buy myself a new one. But, as i can't ever predicted the upcoming summer, a little bit of pieces on my heart, hope that you will again give me yours, once again.

But, I guess this year will be different.

And I don't know how much you can hear my whisper.

But, I missed you. I wish you know, I hope you'll know.

For those who have been my candle for three years, lighting up my dim night, thank you. However the way I will get my new candle, either it's from you, a candle that I bought myself, or if someone offer up a better candle, I hope, I wish, I will be able to receive it full heartedly.

I Miss You

Closing the Book

You know
The thing about closing a good book is
It's really hard no matter how you try
Your mind will still trying to remember
Every pages
Every words
Every mesmerizing moments
And when the time finally come
For you to realize that somethings are meant to left behind
It'll be the hardest thing to do

The thing is, i don't know whether you are a good book or not?
I just love reading books

But it's ok
I'll find another good book
Though i won't completely forget you

Sincerely,

You've made my years full

Who am I?

Every now and then
Everytime I thought I see you
I missed smiling
I missed sitting down there and see you staring at me
And then you smile
It remind me of the day where we talked nonstop
Every night and every ticking clock
I missed you my sky
My Icarus
If only you wont burnt when you're close to me

A Proud Winner of Camp NaNoWriMo

And I'm proudly to announce that my Camp NaNoWriMo word count has hit it's WINNER!
YATTAAA!
So happy to know that I finally finish this long project I've already had for years! *sobs*
No, actually, it haven't finished yet X'D but at least, i hit my word goal.

So, please be patient and wait for my work will be posted at Wattpad! Please read my work *bow*

It was such a long hard and rough journey, but finally, i hit finish.
There are still thing to be fixed, and the fact that this work haven't actually quite reach their ending yet. But, I'm sure that it'll slowly reach their goal aaanddd see the light of the day!

I hope that you guys will be able to enjoy my work at my Wattpad.

NaNoWriMo

Hi for everyone who read my blog (which I don't even know if you guys exist or not, anyway, HI!)!
First of all, sorry that lately, i don't really update anymore.
The reason is, as you can see on the banner above, I finally participated on Camp NaNoWriMo!
NaNoWriMo is short from National Novel Writing Month. It's actually, usually happen at November. But, to gear up toward the November Writing Month, NaNoWrimo has Camp NaNoWriMo during April and July.

What's different is, at NaNoWriMo, you must write toward your goal, which is 50k words to be considered as a winner. Of course, either you reached it or not, you'll still be a winner for all the words you've written.

But at camp, you set your own goal! It doesn't have to be 50k word written for you to be considered as winner at camp. But, nevertheless, all that matter is the words that you've already written.

So, if any of you guys, read this and interested with NaNoWriMo's program, just go and check nanowrimo.org. They have answered any question that you probably have right now.

So, while at that, please kindly check my wattpad to read more of my writing! You can read it here.

That's it for now. I hope you guys will interested in writing (and reading) because of this post. Thanks for reading my post~