Having you

I'm so sorry
I know you won't be there for me when I need you
Because i wasn't there when you need me the most
I'm preparing to lose you on whatever way the God fated us to be
Even if I'll have you one day, I'll somehow lose you one day, right?
On whatever God planned our way to be
Whether we will be together one day or we only gonna be together for right now, like this
I hope it's the best way for both of us
And I will probably regret it one day for never told you my real feelings
But I really hope I'll get the chance, eventually
For I'm preparing to lose you, one day
Or so I wish

Of Falling in Love

I don't know about you. But when i falling in love, i can't hide it.
To the point that people ask me if i really do falling in love.
To the point that people don't believe it when i tell them.
To the point that people will say that it eventually won't last long.

What do you say? I've never like someone for more than a year.
It's been two years.
And one day, people will tell me that i fake my feelings.