Closing the Book

You know
The thing about closing a good book is
It's really hard no matter how you try
Your mind will still trying to remember
Every pages
Every words
Every mesmerizing moments
And when the time finally come
For you to realize that somethings are meant to left behind
It'll be the hardest thing to do

The thing is, i don't know whether you are a good book or not?
I just love reading books

But it's ok
I'll find another good book
Though i won't completely forget you

Sincerely,

You've made my years full

Who am I?

Every now and then
Everytime I thought I see you
I missed smiling
I missed sitting down there and see you staring at me
And then you smile
It remind me of the day where we talked nonstop
Every night and every ticking clock
I missed you my sky
My Icarus
If only you wont burnt when you're close to me

A Proud Winner of Camp NaNoWriMo

And I'm proudly to announce that my Camp NaNoWriMo word count has hit it's WINNER!
YATTAAA!
So happy to know that I finally finish this long project I've already had for years! *sobs*
No, actually, it haven't finished yet X'D but at least, i hit my word goal.

So, please be patient and wait for my work will be posted at Wattpad! Please read my work *bow*

It was such a long hard and rough journey, but finally, i hit finish.
There are still thing to be fixed, and the fact that this work haven't actually quite reach their ending yet. But, I'm sure that it'll slowly reach their goal aaanddd see the light of the day!

I hope that you guys will be able to enjoy my work at my Wattpad.

NaNoWriMo

Hi for everyone who read my blog (which I don't even know if you guys exist or not, anyway, HI!)!
First of all, sorry that lately, i don't really update anymore.
The reason is, as you can see on the banner above, I finally participated on Camp NaNoWriMo!
NaNoWriMo is short from National Novel Writing Month. It's actually, usually happen at November. But, to gear up toward the November Writing Month, NaNoWrimo has Camp NaNoWriMo during April and July.

What's different is, at NaNoWriMo, you must write toward your goal, which is 50k words to be considered as a winner. Of course, either you reached it or not, you'll still be a winner for all the words you've written.

But at camp, you set your own goal! It doesn't have to be 50k word written for you to be considered as winner at camp. But, nevertheless, all that matter is the words that you've already written.

So, if any of you guys, read this and interested with NaNoWriMo's program, just go and check nanowrimo.org. They have answered any question that you probably have right now.

So, while at that, please kindly check my wattpad to read more of my writing! You can read it here.

That's it for now. I hope you guys will interested in writing (and reading) because of this post. Thanks for reading my post~

Sunyi Senyap

Bernafas
Segar dan bersihnya udara musim dingin
Aku bermimpi tentang sebuah dunia dalam tidur lelap
Salju berjatuhan anggunnya
Bahagia dalam pesona musim dingin
Aku tak sabar
Aku tak sabar

Membeku
Orang-orang berkumpul mengelilingi api
Aku bisa merasakan kehangatan dalam dingin
Embun beku  terang menyelimuti pohon-pohon
Memantulkan keperakan malam
Aku tak sabar
Aku tak sabar

Kuharap salju akan turun secepatnya
Di semua tempat
Seluruh dunia ditudungi putih
Mengulang diriku untuk menghadapi musim baru
Sekali lagi

Jatuh dan jatuh salju-salju
Seperti berlian dari langit

Patah hatiku – dilukis putih
Mengarahkan kita ke negeri ajaib
Seputih salju – putih suci
Awal baru

Lalu kuharap salju akan turun secepatnya
Di semua tempat
Seluruh dunia ditudungi putih
Mengulang diriku untuk menghadapi musim baru
Sekali lagi

Originally White Song by Hyde. Lyrics translated by me, so please credit me if you're quoting this. Thank you.

Please be noticed that the translation MIGHT NOT be EXACT. The reason is because i tried to make it sounds more poetic or rhymed in Indonesian. For example, White Song is of course, not "Sunyi Senyap" in Indonesian. I admit the translation of "White Song" to "Sunyi Senyap" was because I'm confused between the term white song and white noise. But since it sounds more poetic than the original translation which is "Lagu Putih", i decided to put it that way. Thank you for your notice.

ICARUS

I’m the falling Icarus

Falling through your heart

And I can’t ask you to open it wide

Since I’ll be death and burned

When I first awaken I saw you

Those shining mega creature

I’m blinded, my heart is blinded

I wanted to reach you and only you

But my dad say it’s dangerous

Love will burn you to death

There are no good things come from that

But dear it’s too late for I’ve fallen for you

I’m the burning Icarus

Escaping from the labyrinth to your heart (to where?)

But to where actually I’m escaping? (it’s your heart)

For I’m dying, burned by your love (darling i’m burned)

They said I should reached my dream sky high (what dream?)

So even my dad said you’re unreached, I’ll reach you

My darling help me I’m so blinded by you (do I even have eyes still?)

But all you do is burning me alive

I’m the Icarus

With fake wings I try my hardest to reach you (such an agony)

Even for thousands years Icarus will wait (will you wait?)

Untill the sun cool down so I can reach you (even in afterlife)

Tidur Terlelap

Aku baru melihatmu
Melampaui waktu
Ruangan tempat kita berdua
Tapi ingatanku kabur
Lupa bilang apa

Aku mengulurkan tanganku
Dan pada saat yang sempurna itu
Kau menghilang
Aku kehilangan kau lagi

Saat tidur terlelap aku bermimpi melihatmu
Sebagaimana aku mengingatnya, penuh dengan kelembutan
Dan saat yang tenang
Rasanya tidak ada yang akan berganti
Kau berada dekat denganku sampai aku terbangun

Aku melihatmu
Terlalu sebentar
Sebelum cahaya datang
Hatiku berdegup cepat
Mungkin kita akan bertemu lagi

Saat tidur terlelap aku bermimpi melihatmu
Sebagaimana aku mengingatnya, penuh dengan kelembutan
Dan saat yang tenang
Rasanya tidak ada yang akan berganti
Kau berada dekat denganku sampai aku terbangun

Aku melihat kau – sampai aku terbangun dari tidur lelap

Seorang pelukis tanpa kuas
Tak bisa mewarnai kanvas
Tanpa kau di sini – tak ada warna
Pemandangan tanpa warna

Saat tidur terlelap aku bermimpi melihatmu
Sebagaimana aku mengingatnya, dipenuhi kelembutan
Lalu saat tenang
Aku merasa takkan ada yang berganti
Kau berada dekat denganku sampai ku terbangun

Aku melihatmu – tidur terlelap


Originally Shallow Sleep by hyde. Lyrics translated by me so please credit me if you're quoting this thank you.

ALSO. Some translation MIGHT NOT BE EXACT. The reason is because i tried to make it sound more poetic or rhyme in Indonesian. I indeed try to get the closest translation. For example, shallow means dangkal in Indonesia. But it's really weird to translate it to Tidur Dangkal... right? I'm guessing that Shallow Sleep refer to that condition when you sleep, like taking a nap actually not really sleep, but you still aware of the condition around. It happens several times with me and i could kinda get what the song mean from that. So, please understood that this isn't the exact translation.