Lose

Actually it's rather funny.
I don't know why I was so sure, but it's probably also right.

It's just funny on how I've been all over him for years, asking for prove to keep me away from him.
Things happened now and I think... this is the answer?
It's just weird why I suddenly decide this is the answer.

People be saying there are still lots of fished on the sea,
They are right, but also...
I don't know.

It's been long and falling in love to him feel safe, feels right.
It was okay, I was okay with the concept of him.

The thought of me falling in love with someone else has always scare me,
No matter how much I'd like to fall in love, falling in love somehow scare me.

I don't want to fall in love to the wrong person....
To the point that it might be better to never fall in love at all
But fall in love is... a serenity of happiness for me.

I want to fall in love again but if it's not him... I'm scared.
I'm scared of fall in love toward the wrong person.

God, please don't let me stupidly fall in love toward the wrong person... anymore.
I'm so scared... now that the love has lose.