Lose

Actually it's rather funny.
I don't know why I was so sure, but it's probably also right.

It's just funny on how I've been all over him for years, asking for prove to keep me away from him.
Things happened now and I think... this is the answer?
It's just weird why I suddenly decide this is the answer.

People be saying there are still lots of fished on the sea,
They are right, but also...
I don't know.

It's been long and falling in love to him feel safe, feels right.
It was okay, I was okay with the concept of him.

The thought of me falling in love with someone else has always scare me,
No matter how much I'd like to fall in love, falling in love somehow scare me.

I don't want to fall in love to the wrong person....
To the point that it might be better to never fall in love at all
But fall in love is... a serenity of happiness for me.

I want to fall in love again but if it's not him... I'm scared.
I'm scared of fall in love toward the wrong person.

God, please don't let me stupidly fall in love toward the wrong person... anymore.
I'm so scared... now that the love has lose.

There was Once Love Between Us

Or so I thought?
Probably, it actually never exist at all
And what happened between us
Was just mere dream of a blink eyes and light darken

[Heart Quake]

Darling the world might be death
But not my word, not the heart, not ever
So if you ever see me at the crossroad
I hope I'll be smiling toward you
And I'll silently wish you smile back toward me
For my heart used to beat fast when I see you
But darling,
It's my word that haven't died
How about yours?

If Ever

I'd like to see into your eyes
and say
I love you

M.U.T.E.D.

Sometimes I just wanted to mute the word
So nobody can speak to me or through me
Because I just don't care

But then come times where I wanted to be listened
And then, only then,
I wondered why the word mute existed

[unhours]

Or do they see me?
But the hours changed and minute turned
Leaving the second wondering as the clock ticking
Or do they see you?

Foreshadow

It was the rain which falls down through the eyes
The children thought that it was dewdrops and enjoyed the freshness
Eyes open and search for the sunlight

I found you

And now, lets fall in love all over again